All glory to Sri Guru and Sri Gauranga

THE GUARDIAN OF DEVOTION

A Chronicle of a Transcendental Relationship

His Divine Grace

Srila Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Dev-Goswami Maharaj

Founder-Acharya of Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Math

Contents

Foreword

Siksa-guru

Prabhupad Pranam

Brahma-gayatri

Foreword

Sri Chaitanya-charitamrta, the post graduate study for Gaudiya Vaisnavas, begins with the invocation, vande Gurun: “I offer my respectful obeisances unto the spiritual masters.” Therein, Srila Krishnadas Kaviraj Goswami reveals that the fully blossoming spiritual conception comes to embrace a plurality of gurus.

The scriptures in general present a very broad and universal conception of Sri Guru, laying stress on the spiritual substance, the divine current of nectar that flows down to this plane from the highest domain through the inspiration that is found in the heart of a real Vaisnava. To deny divine revelation through another agent in the name of being chaste to one’s Guru can be offensive and even suicidal.

As Guru is the functioning principle of divinity revealing Himself in this world, according to our different stages of realisations, he may appear in different forms. The chastity of a disciple is demonstrated in recognising the divine presence of Sri Guru wherever it is found and bowing his head at the lotus feet of the agent through whom divinity is so kindly revealing Himself.

The true chastity of the Vraja-gopis was shown in their answering the flute-call of Sri Krishna in the dead of night although apparently abandoning their husbands to do so (ya nisa sarva-bhutanam tasyam jagarti samyami). So, while some are sleeping in the bodily conception of Sri Guru, others are awakening to the inner dimension of his divine personality. His Divine Grace Srila Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Dev-Goswami Maharaj writes in Sri Guru and His Grace: “We must not identify our Guru with the appearance we perceive with our physical senses. Our inner identification of him will be clarified according to the growth of our vision. When our vision increases and takes shape from material to transcendental, his look will also change accordingly. Otherwise, what we see will be based on a material conception. And to force the material conception onto divinity is a crime, it is ignorance, it is erroneous. We have to free ourselves from the snare of identifying reality with the physical form presented to our senses. By eliminating the external conception, we have to enter into the internal, and that will be all-important to a progressive disciple if we want to go to the inner world of substance.”

In proportion to the depth and intensity of our inner hankering for a connection with divinity, our conception of Guru will expand. In separation from Sri Krishna, the gopis began approaching even the trees and enquiring, “Where is Krishna?” Srila Bhakti Siddhanta Saraswati Thakur writes, “The reflected form of the lotus feet of Sri Guru in different receptacles constantly reveals many new matters for our instruction.” For those whose divine eye is awakened, they will find traces of divinity everywhere and in everything.

It is our hope that the readers of this small booklet will approach the contents with an attitude of humble submission and an open heart. And we pray that their attachment to the lotus feet of Sri Guru may be increased.

Bhakti Sudhir Goswami

Editor’s Note: His Divine Grace Srila A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj is affectionately addressed by his disciples as “Srila Prabhupad”, and His Divine Grace Srila Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Maharaj is known to his disciples as “Srila Guru Maharaj”. However, since they both refer to their spiritual master, Srila Bhakti Siddhanta Saraswati Prabhupad, as “Guru Maharaj” and “Prabhupad” throughout the text, in order to avoid ambiguity we have referred to them by their sannyas names.

Siksa-guru

“Our relationship is very intimate”

Srila A. C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj and Srila Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Dev-Goswami Maharaj first met sometime in the year 1930 in Allahabad, India. In a taped conversation recorded in a 1973 meeting at Srila Sridhar Maharaj’s Math at Nabadwip Dham, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj recalls: “So, we are very fortunate to hear His Divine Grace Om Visnupad Paramahamsa Parivrajakacharya Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Maharaj. By age and by experience, in both ways, he is senior to me. I was fortunate to have his association since a very long time, perhaps in 1930, something like that. At that time, he did not accept sannyas; he just left home, and as a vanaprastha in his white dress, he went to Allahabad.

“Maharaj [to Srila Sridhar Maharaj], I think you remember the incident when you went to Allahabad? On that auspicious occasion, we were connected. There is a long story, it will take time, but I had the opportunity of associating with Sridhar Maharaj for several years. Krishna and Prabhupad liked him to prepare me.

“Sridhar Maharaj lived in my house for many years, so naturally we had very intimate talks, and he was my good advisor. I took his advices, instructions, very seriously because from the very beginning I knew that he is a pure Vaisnava, a pure devotee, and I wanted to associate with him and tried to help him also. Our relationship is very intimate.”

Herein, we find the history of a transcendental relationship between these two pure devotees of the Lord. Addressing Srila Sridhar Maharaj as “His Divine Grace” and Om Visnupad—forms of address for one regarded as a spiritual master—Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj has transcended the norms of social etiquette and superficial formality. Intimately associating together for a concentrated period of over five years, often for five to seven hours daily, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj considered that “Krishna and Prabhupad liked him to prepare me” for his future expansive missionary activities in the Western world. While remembering their intimate talks, specifically in regard to Bhagavad-gita, Srila Sridhar Maharaj recalls the depth in penetration of their discussions. “Once while discussing the verse dadami buddhi-yogam tam yena Mam upayanti te (“I give them the understanding by which they can come to Me” (Bg: 10.10)), I submitted to him that here, upayanti is indicative of parakiya-rasa [paramour relationship]. On this point, he agreed with me, saying, ‘Yes, at this point there cannot be anything but the parakiya-rasa of Vraja. The conclusion of Bhagavad-gita must come to this.’”

Recognising Srila Sridhar Maharaj as “a pure Vaisnava, a pure devotee” since the beginning of their relationship, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj most highly valued his instructions and advice. He would often consult with him regarding the spiritual significance of his failing business and family relationships.

An example of how Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj tried to help Srila Sridhar Maharaj in his preaching work is seen in his appreciating Srila Sridhar Maharaj’s uncanny ability for extracting the essence of the scriptures. He helped to finance the publication of Srila Sridhar Maharaj’s original Sanskrit-Bengali work entitled Sri Sri Prapanna-jivanamrtam: Life-Nectar of the Surrendered Souls. The book, as well as containing original Sanskrit verses composed by Srila Sridhar Maharaj, is a compilation of verses from various Vaisnava scriptures such as Srimad Bhagavatam, and includes excerpts from the works of Rupa Goswami. It is divided according to the six divisions of surrender.

Constantly associating, whether in Allahabad, Calcutta, or other parts of India, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj and Srila Sridhar Maharaj’s relationship continually developed. Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj continues to recall their meeting:

“In my householder life, I had opened an office in Bombay for our business. The Bombay Gaudiya Math was established by Sridhar Maharaj and myself. We made two parties for begging, collecting alms. Sridhar Maharaj, myself, and Bhakti Saranga Goswami Maharaj. So, I took them to my chemist friends, and I collected about five hundred rupees. Sridhar Maharaj would speak, I would introduce, and Goswami Maharaj would canvass.”

In the Srila Prabhupada-lilamrta, Satsvarup Das Goswami writes: “Abhay would often accompany Sridhar Maharaj and his assistants at preaching programs, where he would play the mrdanga. And when Sridhar Maharaj fell ill, Abhay led the other devotees on preaching engagements, performing kirtan, playing mrdanga, and giving lectures on the Bhagavatam.”

While still in Bombay, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj and Srila Sridhar Maharaj were the receiving party for a Gaudiya Math sannyasi upon his return from Europe. Although dismayed by his changed appearance which was missing the tridanda of a Gaudiya sannyasi, the sikha of a Vaisnava, as well as the traditional robes, they still eagerly enquired in regard to the preaching field in the West. The sannyasi remarked, “They ask questions that cannot be answered.” Concerned, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj enquired further as to the nature of those questions. One after another, Srila Sridhar Maharaj answered them all. At last, the sannyasi was left dumbfounded, and Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami boldly declared, “Today, Europe has been defeated by Asia!”

During the lifetime of Srila Bhakti Siddhanta Saraswati Prabhupad, Srila Sridhar Maharaj once composed a poem describing the ontological positions of Srila Bhakti Vinod Thakur and the line of disciplic succession stemming from Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu. Srila Bhakti Siddhanta Saraswati Prabhupad was so pleased with the poem’s ontological depth and its happy style that he remarked: “Bhakti Vinod Thakur has written this through him. Now I am satisfied that although I may go, at least one man remains behind who can represent my conclusions.” In further appreciation of Srila Sridhar Maharaj’s writings, Srila Bhakti Siddhanta Saraswati Prabhupad informed the editors of the Gaudiya Math’s periodicals, “If you include articles written by Sridhar Maharaj, the quality of your publications will be greatly improved.”

After the disappearance of Srila Bhakti Siddhanta Saraswati Prabhupad, the Gaudiya Math gradually diverged. With full knowledge of the events surrounding the disintegration of the Gaudiya Math, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami told his disciples in the same 1973 conversation, “Our relationship is very intimate. After the breakdown of the Gaudiya Math, I wanted to organise another organisation, making Sridhar Maharaj the head.”

Reciprocating the appreciation, Srila Sridhar Maharaj advised the leaders of the Gaudiya Sangha to confer the title “Bhaktivedanta” upon the then Abhay Charan. Later, his sannyas-guru, Sripad Bhakti Prajnan Kesav Maharaj, one of the most senior disciples of Srila Bhakti Siddhanta Saraswati Thakur and the first sannyas-disciple of Srila Sridhar Maharaj, gave sannyas to Abhay Charan, retaining the title “Bhaktivedanta” and conferring the sannyas name “Swami”.

Additionally, when Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj returned to India in October of 1967 after his successful preaching initiative in America, he stayed with Srila Sridhar Maharaj in Nabadwip and observed his Vyasa Puja celebration. At that time, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj wrote a letter to a disciple saying, “Yesterday, we have all come to Nabadwip Dham. This place is an establishment of one of my godbrothers. It is a very nice and extensive place, and my godbrother B. R. Sridhar Maharaj has spared one entire house for our stay. He has also agreed to cooperate with our society. We shall observe his birthday celebration, and the brahmacharis shall learn how to celebrate the spiritual master’s birthday.” Shortly afterwards, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj asked Srila Sridhar Maharaj to be the president of his newly formed society the International Society for Krishna Consciousness.

During the Vyasa Puja celebration, one of Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj’s disciples saw Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj and Srila Sridhar Maharaj fully absorbed in a deep discussion in Bengali. The disciple inquired from Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj what was the nature of their talk, and he replied, “If I were to tell you, you would faint. Sridhar Maharaj has very high realisations.”

That Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj continually regarded Srila Sridhar Maharaj as his advisor throughout his life is clear in the following letter written by him to one of Srila Sridhar Maharaj’s disciples, Sripad Govinda Maharaj. Concerned about his failing health, he had written Srila Sridhar Maharaj asking whether he should continue living in the United States or return to India to live his last days in Vrndavan. After receiving Srila Sridhar Maharaj’s reply, he wrote: “What Sripad Sridhar Maharaj has directed, I take it on my head. He is my always well-wisher. After the departure of Prabhupad, it is appropriate that I should accept his direction. I got direction from him that I shall live in this country forever.”

Sometimes it is said that one’s preaching contribution can be judged according to the number of temples established, devotees converted, and books published and distributed. Srila Sridhar Maharaj travelled and preached extensively all over India, personally accompanying Bhakti Siddhanta Saraswati Thakur for many years. Nearly fifty years ago, he established the Sri Chaitanya Saraswat Math on the banks of the Ganges in Nabadwip Dham, which is now a thriving institution. His followers have established temples in major cities throughout the world. His Sanskrit and Bengali writings have been appreciated by both scholars and devotees for their originality, depth of realisation, and happy poetic style. Published and widely distributed throughout the world, they are now available in English, Spanish, Hindi, Portuguese, German, French, and are being translated into other languages.

Throughout his life, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj always maintained the highest respect and confidence in Srila Sridhar Maharaj. He considered that whenever it was not possible for his disciples to proceed directly under his guidance, that they should take direction from Srila Sridhar Maharaj. He once wrote in a letter to one of his students: “Because you are my disciple, and I think, a sincere soul, it is my duty to refer you to someone who is competent to act as a Siksa-guru. For spiritual advancement of life, we must go to someone who is actually practising spiritual life. So, if you are actually serious to take instructions from a Siksa-guru, I can refer you to the one who is the most highly competent of all my godbrothers. This is B. R. Sridhar Maharaj, whom I consider to be even my Siksa-guru, so what to speak of the benefit that you can have by his association. So, if you are serious about the advancement of your spiritual life, I will advise you to go to Sridhar Maharaj. It will be very good for your spiritual benefit, and I will feel that you are safe. When I was in India with the others, we lived with Sridhar Maharaj. You can also make arrangements for your other godbrothers to go there in the future. So, live peacefully with Sridhar Maharaj, and thereby you will be spiritually enlightened.”

In this passage, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj describes Srila Sridhar Maharaj as “the most competent of all my godbrothers”, “someone competent to act as Siksa-guru”, and in an astounding statement, he declares, “I consider Sridhar Maharaj to be my Siksa-guru, so what to speak of the benefit that you can have from his association”!

What Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj means by Siksa-guru is best explained in his own words. In his purports to the Adi-lila of Chaitanya-charitamrta, he states: “One should know the instructing spiritual master to be the Personality of Krishna. Krishnadas Kaviraj Goswami states that there are two kinds of instructing spiritual masters. One is the liberated person fully absorbed in meditation in devotional service and the other is he who invokes the disciple’s spiritual consciousness by means of relevant instructions. There is no difference between the shelter-giving Supreme Lord and the initiating and instructing spiritual masters. If one foolishly discriminates between them, he commits an offence in the discharge of devotional service” (Cc: 1.1.47).

Although it may be said that Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj encouraged his godbrothers in general, no one anywhere can produce a similar statement of endorsement. The fact is that Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj possessed the highest respect and appreciation for Srila Sridhar Maharaj, and Srila Sridhar Maharaj is unparalleled in his understanding and admiration of Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj, as evinced in the following eulogy:

“So, our Swami Maharaj has done a miracle! Thakur Bhakti Vinod conceived and Bhakti Siddhanta Saraswati Thakur began to translate this conception into action. And we find that through Swami Maharaj, in his last days, it has been fulfilled to such a great extent. We are happy, we are glad, we are proud!”

In response to this, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj with great humility, his voice choked with emotion, tearfully replied, “So, by Guru and Vaisnava, whatever position I have got it is by Guru’s mercy and the blessings of the Vaisnavas. Otherwise, how I may have? So, I wish that Sridhar Maharaj may bestow his blessings, as he was doing always, and may Guru Maharaj help me so I can do some service. By his grace, it has become successful. I have no credit. I do not know how things are happening, because I am not at all qualified: chhadiya Vaisnava-seva, nistara payechhe keba (‘Without serving an ideal Vaisnava, who can be delivered from the clutches of maya?’)”

And after the disappearance of Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj, Srila Sridhar Maharaj declared: “I consider him to be saktyaves-avatar, and it is confirmed in his writings on his spiritual journey through the Atlantic. How he landed there in America, and the nature of his beginning the movement, his intense degree of dedication to Krishna and dependence, and how much he made himself empty of any other desire than the order of his Gurudev—quite empty that Krishna came down to help him, and it is corroborated that Krishna worked on his behalf. In his poem, Prayer to the Lotus Feet of Krishna, we find him pleading with Krishna, “My dear Brother, Your good fortune will come to You only when Srimati Radharani becomes pleased with You.” Seeing his Gurudev Srila Bhakti Siddhanta Saraswati as Radharani’s delegation and his order as Her divine service, he humbly submitted that he did not feel himself worthy or fit to discharge the divine service, so he enlisted Krishna in the service of his Guru. He had completely dedicated himself to the purpose; he was so earnest in his prayer to Krishna that he may discharge the duty that he has been given by his Guru Maharaj that divine force, power, came down to help him. Otherwise, it is impossible. It is not a thing of the ordinary level that anyone will do, but the highest thing has been taken down to the lowest position so extensively. It cannot but be the divine power, embodied and in a great intensity and magnitude! So, saktyaves-avatar, I cannot but take him to be so.”

With such appreciation, there should be little doubt why Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj had implicit faith in Srila Sridhar Maharaj. He had even heard directly from Srila Bhakti Siddhanta Saraswati Prabhupad of the exceptional qualifications of Srila Sridhar Maharaj. In their last known recorded meeting in 1977, just prior to Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami’s leaving this mortal world, we find him imploring Srila Sridhar Maharaj to take up residence at his Temple in Sri Dham Mayapur.

The conversation that ensues is a transcript of their taped conversation of March 1977.

Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami: I do not know for how long I will be able to carry on. So, I came to see Sridhar Maharaj.

Devotee: If you all go away, then the world will become dark.

Srila Sridhar Maharaj: [to Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami] It is so wonderful that the will of the Lord becomes manifest through someone.

Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami: I want very much, Maharaj, that you come and stay at Mayapur because Prabhupad always desired that you preach. He told me quite a few times, “Why don’t you pull him out?” [They both laugh.] You know, I also tried to some extent before, but somehow or other it did not work out. Now, why don’t you come and stay at Mayapur? Srila Prabhupad told me also, “Sridhar Maharaj is one of the finest preachers.” I want to take you everywhere. At least at the place we have in Mayapur, people are coming from all over the world. Why don’t you come and stay there? If you just agree, then whatever kind of building you want, I will arrange it for you. They are trying to build a house for me. So, both of us will stay there. And whenever you want, you can come here to your Math.

Srila Sridhar Maharaj: Yes, as long as I am alive to fulfil Prabhupad’s desire.

Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami: This is my earnest desire. Since you could not go around the world and preach, at least stay there and people will come to you. I shall make that arrangement. If you stay, then it will be helpful to me also. Sometimes, I need to consult with someone, but there is no one. There is no one that I can consult. I feel this deficiency very greatly.

Devotee: If he stays in Mayapur, then all kinds of people will get to hear from him.

Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami: Yes, that’s right.

Srila Sridhar Maharaj: Yes, people from all kinds of cultural backgrounds will come there.

Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami: Yes, and they are already coming. And in that house I will make arrangements for an elevator so that you won’t have to go through the difficulty of walking up and down the stairs. You won’t even have to move a step yourself. I’ll make arrangements for a car and a lift. My disciples are telling me that they will build a house for me. So, both of us will stay in that house. Most of the time I am travelling around, so if you are there, then they can get some guidance. So, Maharaj, please, give me the order and I will make all the arrangements for you. That planetarium [the “Temple of Understanding”] also will be built under your direction. My idea is to combine the Indian culture and the American money, the lame man and the blind man policy. I tell them also that this will be very beneficial for the world.

Here, in their final meeting, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj prophetically refers to his imminent disappearance and reveals that it is in this connection that he has come to see Sridhar Maharaj. In friendly jesting, they discuss Srila Sridhar Maharaj’s reticence regarding large-scale preaching work. Of himself, Srila Sridhar Maharaj has remarked, “I did not want to become a big person. That is not my nature. I did not want to move around with many people. I am just satisfied with whatever I have. My spiritual thinking is my life. The conclusions of the scriptures, the advices of the mahajans, to relish them and practise them and to discuss them in a small confidential circle, that is the main goal of my life.” In the ninth canto of Srimad Bhagavatam, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj, quoting Dhruva Maharaj, writes: “‘My dear Lord, I am fully satisfied with whatever you have given me. I have nothing else to ask from You, for I am fully satisfied to be engaged in Your service.’ This is the mentality of a pure devotee who does not want anything material or spiritual from the Personality of Godhead. Our Krishna consciousness movement is therefore called Krishna-bhavanamrta-sangha, the association of persons who are simply interested in thoughts of Krishna.”

Bhaktivedanta Swami testifies to his having personally heard Bhakti Siddhanta Saraswati Prabhupad mark the high qualifications of Srila Sridhar Maharaj, whom he had once requested to go to the West. In this regard, Srila Sridhar Maharaj once remarked, “My Guru Maharaj wanted me to go to the West for preaching, but I don’t consider myself a fit person to preach in the West. Because, you see, I can’t follow your intonation. So [laughing], I must listen clearly, then I shall tell. So, in this way, I told that if you order, I must go, but I don’t think that I am fit to preach in the West. Anyhow, it was stopped, and Goswami Maharaj was sent to the West.” When Srila Sridhar Maharaj had been selected, one of his godbrothers came to him and revealed the reason why Bhakti Siddhanta Saraswati Prabhupad had chosen him to preach in the West. This godbrother explained, “Do you know why Prabhupad wanted you to be sent to the West? He said, ‘Because he can’t be converted.’”

And just twenty-four hours before his departure from this mortal world, Bhakti Siddhanta Saraswati Prabhupad called for his beloved disciple Srila Sridhar Maharaj and asked him to sing the song of Narottam Das Thakur, Sri Rupa-Manjari-pada (the lotus feet of Rupa Manjari are my treasure). Srila Sridhar Maharaj recalls: “So I did, hesitatingly. My nature is always hesitating, pushing back. Then, Kunja Babu asked me to stop. I was not a good singer, so as soon as he suggested, I stopped. Then, Kunja Babu asked Puri Maharaj of Kalna, ‘You sing.’ So, he began. Then, Srila Prabhupad was a little disturbed. ‘I don’t like to hear the sweet tune of the song’, he said. Then, he stopped, and I had to begin again with Sri Rupa-Manjari-pada sei mora sampada. He wanted me to sing that song. That is the fulfilment of life of everyone of us, to be Rupanuga—followers of Sri Rupa.”

Senior godbrothers who witnessed this exchange have described it as a “mystic transmission” in which Srila Sridhar Maharaj was given admittance into the eternal entourage of Sri Rupa Manjari. Srila Sridhar Maharaj’s humble vision, however, is that he was posted as the gatekeeper, the guardian of devotion (bhakti-raksak), to protect the storehouse of conclusive truths about the full-fledged theistic conception of Sri Krishna as given by Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu.

Further expressing his appreciation for Srila Sridhar Maharaj’s high realisations in Krishna consciousness, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj says: “I want to take you everywhere. At least at the place we have in Mayapur, people are coming from all over the world. Why don’t you stay there?” Sometimes it is wondered why Srila Sridhar Maharaj apparently did not take up Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami’s offer. Srila Sridhar Maharaj explains: “I said, ‘Of course I shall try to help you. Sometimes, I shall go and stay there with you.’ But I really did not think at the time that I shall survive him.”

Finally, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj refers to “that planetarium”. Srila Sridhar Maharaj is very fond of Sanatan Goswami’s most famous work the Brhad-bhagavatamrta, in which devotees, devotional service, and Krishna are described very scientifically. On the basis of this transcendental literature, Srila Sridhar Maharaj had contemplated an elaborate preaching exhibition, showing graphically, with the use of dioramas depicting the varieties of material and spiritual planetary systems, how the ultimate spiritual destination is Krishna’s own abode, Goloka Vrndavan. Due to insufficient funds, Srila Sridhar Maharaj humbly submitted his idea to Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj, who approved, saying, “It will be built under your direction.”

And just prior to his departure from this mortal world, Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj advised his senior disciples that in his absence, when the necessity arose to consult higher authority, that they should consult Srila Sridhar Maharaj. In conclusion, we humbly submit that the transcendental relationship between Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaj and Srila Sridhar Maharaj be viewed and respected in terms of their eternal spiritual positions and long-standing appreciation and affection for one another.

Since the departure of His Divine Grace A. C. Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupad, the guardian of devotion His Divine Grace Srila Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Dev-Goswami Maharaj has repeatedly protected the teachings of the disciplic succession from perversion and misrepresentation as he has done for more than half a century and has come to be recognised as a Jagad-guru, or world Acharya.

Prabhupad Pranam

Srila Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Dev-Goswami Maharaj

Although outwardly he was like a lion, inwardly, he was very, very sweet, yet it could be traced only in his internal sweetness. Outwardly, the way of love was worshipped by him with grandeur, and awe and reverence, but his object was the simple and beautiful, divine love of Vrndavan, and his temperament in establishing that in the world was just like a lion’s. After his departure, I described his life in one sloka. If he were living today, I think he would say that Srila Sridhar Maharaj has imprisoned me in a cage of poetry.

nikhila-bhuvana-maya-chhinna-vichchhinna-kartri
vibudha-bahula-mrgya-mukti-mohanta-dhatri
sithilita-vidhi-ragaradhya-radhesa-dhani
vilasatu hrdi nityam bhakti-siddhanta-vani

With his first step, he vigorously cut asunder the whole plane of exploitation, and with his second, he has put a stop to all the calculation, liberated stages. With his third step, he has minimised the hardness and stiffness of the rules and regulations of calculative devotional service by a touch of divine love: crossing Vaikuntha, he has given us the worship of Radha-Govinda.

Calculation, the rules and regulations, awe, reverence—all these things are minimised, checked, slackened with the softness of Vrndavan within, and, with the hardness of a devastator without, he created havoc in the materialistic world, fighting with one and all. Singlehandedly fighting against the whole world and cutting asunder everything, that was his external attitude. And his second attitude was to put a stop to all scholarly researchers and doctorates of different departments and to stop their boasting research. And third, to minimise, to slacken, the grandeur of the worship of Narayan. He caused the domain of love to descend into this plane with the service of Radha-Govinda, establishing the flow of divine love from the heart as all-in-all. With that, we come to serve our object of worship, and he represented the service of Radha-Govinda as the highest attainment. That was his history. The real existence of Srila Bhakti Siddhanta Saraswati Thakur Prabhupad is in bhakti-siddhanta-vani, his divine teachings. May that bhakti-siddhanta-vani dance eternally within the core of your heart.

Brahma-gayatri

Srila Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Dev-Goswami Maharaj

The meaning of the Brahma-gayatri-mantra must bring us to the conclusion of Srimad Bhagavatam. The gayatri-mantra and the Srimad Bhagavatam are one and the same. It is the very gist of the Vedanta-sutra. Srimad Bhagavatam is the elaborate commentary of gayatri.

artho ’yam brahma-sutranam bharatartha-vinirnayah
gayatri-bhasya-rupo ’sau vedartha-paribrmhitah

The meaning of the gayatri-mantra must be in the line of Srimad Bhagavatam. If we analyse how this is possible, we shall uncover the steps between the gayatri-mantra and Srimad Bhagavatam.

What is the meaning of gayatri? The word gayatri is a combination of two Sanskrit words: ganat (what is sung) trayate (gives deliverance). This means, “a kind of song by which we can get our salvation, relief, emancipation.” Gayatri is known as Veda-mata, the mother of the Vedas. And Gayatri has produced the whole Veda. If we examine the Vedic conclusion from its most condensed aphorism to its most extensive expression, we shall find that it begins with omkar: the Vedic syllable om. That truth is expressed as the gayatri-mantra, then it appears in the form of the Vedas, and then as the Vedanta-sutra. Finally, the Vedic conclusion is given its fullest expression as Vedic knowledge progresses in this line; the gayatri-mantra must contain within it the meaning of Srimad Bhagavatam, that is, that the Krishna conception of Godhead is the highest.

This must be the meaning of the gayatri-mantra, but the problem is how to extract Srimad Bhagavatam, the Krishna conception, from within the womb of gayatri. I heard that Jiva Goswami has given such an interpretation, but I could not find where it is written. I heard that he has given the meaning of gayatri leading to Krishna consciousness. Anyhow, the tendency awakened in me to draw the meaning to the Krishna conception. The general meaning of gayatri is “that song which grants liberation”. Now, liberation must have some positive meaning. Liberation means not freedom from the negative side but positive attainment. This is the definition given in Srimad Bhagavatam: muktir hitvanyatha rupam svarupena vyavasthitih. Until and unless we attain the highest possible positive position, mukti, salvation, has not been effected. Mere withdrawal from the negative plane cannot be called liberation. Hegel has said that the object of our life is self-determination. We must determine our normal function in the organic whole: not mere emancipation from the negative side but participation in a positive function in the domain of service. This is considered to be the highest attainment of life. This is the meaning of gayatri.

The word gayatri comes from two Sanskrit roots: ganat and trayate. Trayate means positive attainment to the final stage (svarupena vyavasthitih). And ganat means not mere sound, but musical sound. That musical sound which grants us the highest positive deliverance indicates the sankirtan of Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu and the flute-song of Sri Krishna.

The purport of the Brahma-gayatri-mantra is as follows. The first word is om. Om is the seed mantra which contains everything within it. Bhur is where we are, Bhuloka, the world of our experience. Bhuvar is the world of mental acquisition. It is the support, the background of our experience. Our present position of experience is the effect of our mental acquisition. That we are here in the world of experience is no accident; we have acquired this position by our previous karma. The physical sphere, this present world of experience, is only the product, the outcome of our previous mental impulses. And the subtle world of previous karma, the mental sphere, is known as Bhuvaloka.

The next word in the mantra is svah. Above Bhuvaloka is Svaloka. The mental world (Bhuvaloka) means acceptance and rejection: what to do and what not to do. “I like this, I don’t like that.” Svaloka, however, is the plane of decision, the world of intelligence (Buddhiloka). Our intelligence tells us, “You may like this, but don’t do that, for then you will be the loser.” That plane, the plane of reason, is known as Svaloka. In this way, this material world is composed of three general layers, Bhur, the physical world, Bhuvar, the mental world, and Svar, the intellectual world.

Of course a more detailed analysis will reveal seven layers: Bhur, Bhuvar, Svar, Mahar, Janas, Tapas, and Satyaloka. This has been dealt with in detail by Sanatan Goswami in his Brhad-bhagavatamrta. Here, these seven strata have been summarised in three planes of existence: physical, mental, and intellectual. And these three planes of experience have been summarised in a word, tat.

The next word in the Brahma-gayatri is savitur. Savitur generally means surya, the sun. And the sun means, figuratively, that which shows or illuminates, that by which we can see. The three gross and subtle strata within this world are shown to us by a particular thing: savitur. What is that? The soul. Actually, the world is not shown to us by the sun, but by the soul. What really gives us perception and allows us to see gross things? It is not actually the sun that helps us see; we see with the help of the soul. This is found in Bhagavad-gita: yatha prakasayaty ekah krtsnam lokam imam ravih. The soul expresses this world to us just as the sun does. The sun can show colour to our eyes, but the ear can reveal the sound world, and the hand can reveal the touch world. So, really in the centre is the soul. It is the soul who gives light to this world, who gives us an understanding of the environment, the world of perception. All perception is possible only because of the soul. Here, the word savitur, which generally means sun, can only mean soul, for the soul, like the sun, shows us everything.

All seven strata of our existence represented by Bhur, the physical plane, Bhuvar, the mental plane, and Svar, the intellectual plane, have here been reduced to one entity: tat, ‘that’. ‘That’ is shown by the ‘sun’ which in this context indicates the soul. Here, ‘soul’ means individual soul. The individual soul is the cause of his world. Not that the mind is in the world, but the world is in the mind. Berkeley has said that the world is in the mind. Here, it is being expressed that everything is seen with the help of the sun. If there is no sun, everything is dark; nothing can be seen. So, without light, nothing can be seen. And in a higher sense, “light” means the soul. The soul is the subject, and the soul’s object is the seven planes of experience within this world.

The next word in the gayatri-mantra is varenyam. Varenyam means puja: worshippable, venerable. This indicates that although within this plane, the objective world, the soul is the subject, there is another domain which is to be venerated and worshipped by the soul. That is the Supersoul area.

That worshipable plane of transcendental existence is known as bhargo. Bhargo means the supersubjective area, the area of the Supersoul. This is mentioned in the first verse of Srimad Bhagavatam: dhamna svena sada nirasta-kuhakam satyam param dhimahi. Srila Vyasadev says that here he is going to deal with another world whose pristine glory is so great that by its own ray, all misconceptions are brushed aside. The subject is the soul, and its object is all these worlds of experience. And the supersubject is the venerable area which is superior to the subject, the soul; that is the supersubjective area.

The world bhargo means “more subtle that the soul” and “holding a more important position that the soul”. So, this means the Supersoul, the Paramatma. In general, of course, the word bhargo ordinarily means light. Just as an x-ray can show us what the ordinary eye cannot see, bhargo is svarup-sakti: higher, more powerful light that can reveal the soul. And that energy bhargo belongs to whom? It belongs to Deva. What is the meaning of the word deva? Deva means, “who is beautiful and playful”, that is, Sri Krishna: Reality the Beautiful. He is not a nondifferentiated substance, but is full of lila, Pastimes. Deva means Pastimes and beauty combined, and this means Krishna.

His domain is bhargo, brilliant, and it is varenyam, to be venerated by the jiva-soul. What is the nature of that svarup-sakti? That is the vaibhava, the extension, of Srimati Radharani. She holds the full service responsibility and the energy to serve Krishna. Bhargo is no less than the vaibhava, the extended body, of Srimati Radharani which contains everything for the service of Krishna. Bhargo represents Mahabhava, the predominated moiety, and Deva, Krishna, is Rasaraj, the predominating moiety.

In the gayatri-mantra, we are requested, “Bhargo devasya dhimahi: come meditate.” What sort of meditation is possible in that plane of dedication? Not abstract meditation, but service cultivation, Krishnanusilanam. Dhimahi means to participate in the spontaneous flow, the current of devotion, in Vrndavan. And what will be the result? Dhiyo yo nah prachodayat: the capacity of our cultivation will be increased. As we serve, a greater capacity and willingness to serve will be given to us in remuneration just as interest is added to capital in the bank (dasa’ kari’ vetana more deha prema-dhana). In this way, our dedicating principle will be increased again and again. Dhimahi means aradhana, worship. It cannot but be explained in terms of aradhana, puja, seva, worship, adoration, loving service. Dhi is derived from the word buddhi, which generally means “that which we cultivate with the help of our intelligence”. But here, dhi is a reference to that venerable intelligence which descends into this plane to help us cultivate service. So, dhimahi does not mean abstract meditation but devotional service. This is the underlying meaning of the gayatri-mantra.

Gayatri, the song for deliverance, also means sankirtan. Kirtan is also sung, and it also improves us towards the highest goal. The sankirtan of Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu also reinstates us in our highest serving position. So, Brahma-gayatri in connection with Mahaprabhu comes to mean Krishna-kirtan. Then, it reaches Vrndavan and the flute-kirtan. And when we enter Vrndavan, we shall find that the sweet sound of Krishna’s flute helps to engage all the Lord’s servants in their respective duties. When the flute is sounded, the gopis and others are adjusted in their respective duties. At night, the gopis, hearing the sound of the flute, will run to the Yamuna thinking, “Oh, Krishna is there.” And when Yasoda hears the song of Krishna’s flute, she thinks, “My son is there. He is coming home soon.” In this way, the sound of the flute engages all the servants of the Lord in their respective positions and inspires them to be mindful of their service.

In my commentary on the gayatri-mantra, I have written,

dhir aradhanam eva nanyad iti tad radha-padam dhimahi

All other services are represented fully in Radhika. Like branches, they are all part of Her. Madhura-rasa is the chief or mukhya-rasa, the combination of all rasas. Srimati Radharani is Mahabhava: She represents the entire serving attitude.

The flute-song of Sri Krishna, expressed as the gayatri-mantra, is reminding us and engaging us in our service. And what is our service? Our service must be to surrender ourselves in the service of Srimati Radharani, to accept the suggestion of Radharani. The gayatri-mantra will excite us to be mindful about Srimati Radharani’s lotus feet, to obey Her orders. She is mainly representing the whole serving area. So, to try to engage ourselves in Her service under Her order—to accept Her direction and to obey Her—that is the service of Sri Radha. In this way, the meaing of the gayatri-mantra has been drawn to Radha-dasyam, self-determination (svarupena vyavasthitih).

In the meantime, the partial representations in vatsalya and sakhya-rasa are also part and parcel of the original mellow of conjugal love, madhura-rasa. The vatsalya-rasa devotee will serve Nanda and Yasoda, the sakhya-rasa devotee will serve Sridama and Sudama, but ultimately, the whole system in one conception is included in Radharani.

Radha-dasyam, the service of Srimati Radharani, is the ultimate meaning to be extracted from the gayatri-mantra. That is the supreme end of our life. It cannot but be so. Srimad Bhagavatam is the ultimate or full-fledged theism to be extracted from the Vedas, Upanisads, and so many other scriptures. All the revealed truth rises to its acme, to its highest position, in the conception given by Srimad Bhagavatam. And Srimad Bhagavatam teaches us that the highest realisation, self-determination, is to be found in the service of Srimati Radharani, that under Her guidance we may serve Sri Krishna. We must directly put all our energy at Her disposal and devote ourselves to Her service. She actually knows how to serve Krishna. We aspire for a direct connection with Her service.

What is the meaning of the purport of bhargo?

bhargo vai vrsabhanujatma-vibhavaika-aradhana-sri-puram

Bhanu means the sun or “who shows us by light”. Radharani is the daughter of Vrsabhanu. So, I selected the word bhanu. To represent Her personal extended self, I have given the word vaibhava. Vaibhava means “what comes out as resourcefulness” or “extended self”. Prabhava is the central representation, and vaibhava is the outer extension. The very gist of svarup-sakti is Srimati Radharani, and the whole svarup-sakti is Her extended self. The town of Her beautiful service, that is, the country, abode, of Her beautiful service, is the whole svarup-sakti.

Just as rays of light extend from the sun, the whole internal potency is an extension of Mahabhava, Sri Radhika. She has developed Herself into such a beautiful area of brilliance, of internal energy, and thereby She serves Her Lord. All these necessary things have sprung from Her. To help Her in serving Her Lord, they all come out. When the entire internal energy is condensed in a concise form, it is Mahabhava, Radharani. And when Radharani wants to serve, She extends Herself in limitless different ways. And with some contribution from Baladev and Yogamaya, the whole spiritual world, including Vrndavan, Mathura, and Vaikuntha, evolves to assist Srimati Radharani in the service of Sri Krishna.

In this way, I have drawn out Radha-dasyam as the meaning of the gayatri-mantra and have tried to represent it in Sanskrit verse.